Yeah, just this.

(There was this film I just watched and it absolutely triggered me. So, here I am...writing.)

How can one be able to free herself of her tendencies to doubt when she has been hurt so much?

How can she not think of many possibilities that might have hurt her in the future?

How can she not stop assuming that every good situation that presents itself may have been just good in the beginning?

When can she start ending all of these and just enjoy the moment?

How can she tell her mind to start thinking more that it is possible to be happy and that there is someone who will not hurt her the way she was hurt in the past?

It is exhausting having a mind like this.

But, I’ll stop here. No answers. No conclusions.

Just questions.

So, keep it coming because maybe it is supposed to be like this.

(At least for now, I hope)