Don't know what to do, don't know what to say
- Mayo Ortiz
- May 5, 2020
- 1 min read
“...and there are things that you wish you can take back.” Today, I reconnected with my first love. Honestly, I don’t remember every detail of what happened between us. But I remember what I felt. It was a beautiful, innocent and genuine kind of young love. I am still happy remembering how good it was. 17 years. 17 years ago, those memories happened. It is beautiful until it was beautiful. I want to erase today. I want to sleep tonight and wake up the same day as it was today, a brand new day. Then maybe, my memories with him will just stay the same way as it was 17 years ago. But I know I cannot stop time. I have to let everything be. I have to let every emotion felt. I have to let every uncertainty be unclear until it is not anymore so, I can easily forget today, my first love. Tomorrow, I will have to rebuild those memories and will try to see if I still feel the same. I hope I will see those precious moments as pure as it was before, without stains of disappointments, hopelessness, of regrets.
Hopefully, tomorrow, what was beautiful will be reborn and be beautiful again.
@geeksteer beautiful memories are indeed blessings. It may give us shelter and hope when situations in life seem to be hopeless. Remember, you are not broken. You are beautiful and perfect. :)
I can relate with you in the way we look at the past and how it was for us so beautiful. Indeed we are blessed we have a good past to remember that is quiet the opposite of what we think we live today. I was also contemplating on the things i lost believing i will never experience such beauty again because I was only too focused on the shattered "me" the only thing shattered is my concept of what is beautiful but not the kind of person God created us to be. Enjoy the moment
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